Truth is,
I have no idea.
It's hard to understand people. But sometimes its even more difficult to understand yourself....
And what you want, or need.
But when you know, you know. Why can't it be that simple.
Today i found out something i wanted to know for a while... But, the question is... Now what.?
This song is called 'RE: stacks'
I'm still trying to figure it out. And also many other things on my mind.
Things are so complicated sometimes,
But sometimes, why not just let it happen and see where the road takes you...
This weekend i am going to see my Swedish friend, Matilda (Tilly). She was on exchange in Australia for a year, the year we became good friends. We became friends in the first half of her year, and in the second half i left for Sweden. It feels strange now, i am in the second half of my year on exchange, and there isnt much time left.
It has hit me and i wish it hadn't. It makes me think about everything i do.
Every move i make with my friends,
Everything i say to my host family,
When i am on the bus looking out the window,
or even sitting here writing my thoughts in this house which i call my home.
I just want to do everything i want right now,
If only it was that easy...
I have been listening to the album called 'For Emma, Forever Ago' by Bon Iver.
The songs are like riddles. They make you think. I love that about songs. Just laying in bed thinking about just the words and just the simple guitar with the simple words.
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This my excavation and today is Kumran
Everything that happens is from now on
This is pouring rain
This is paralyzed
I keep throwing it down two hundred at a time
It's hard to find it when you knew it
When your money's gone
And you're drunk as hell
On your back with your racks as the stacks as your load
In the back and the racks and the stacks are your load
In the back with your racks and you're unstacking your load
I've twisting to the sun I needed to replace
The fountain in the front yard is rusted out
All my love was down
In a frozen ground
There's a black crow sitting across from me; his wiry legs are crossed
And he's dangling my keys he even fakes a toss
Whatever could it be
That has brought me to this loss?
On your back with your racks as the stacks as your load
In the back and the racks and the stacks of your load
In the back with your racks and you're unstacking your load
This is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization
It's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away
Your love will be
Safe with me
Everything that happens is from now on
This is pouring rain
This is paralyzed
I keep throwing it down two hundred at a time
It's hard to find it when you knew it
When your money's gone
And you're drunk as hell
On your back with your racks as the stacks as your load
In the back and the racks and the stacks are your load
In the back with your racks and you're unstacking your load
I've twisting to the sun I needed to replace
The fountain in the front yard is rusted out
All my love was down
In a frozen ground
There's a black crow sitting across from me; his wiry legs are crossed
And he's dangling my keys he even fakes a toss
Whatever could it be
That has brought me to this loss?
On your back with your racks as the stacks as your load
In the back and the racks and the stacks of your load
In the back with your racks and you're unstacking your load
This is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization
It's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away
Your love will be
Safe with me
Until nextime,
Lots of love.
Crystal
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