Jag älskar dig, Sverige.

I Fucking Love Sweden!

Jag Älskar Sverige Som FaN!!!!

I never want to leave this beautiful land!

Reasons i love Sweden.:

• They have funny letters, and one that looks like a very scared smiley! ö ö ö ö ö ö ! (Yep. scary!)
• Their freakishly awesome houses!! -->
• The people are CRAZY when it comes to partying and drinking! xD
• It has EVERYTHING! Mountains, lakes, snow (LOTS OF SNOW!), forests, cities and anything you could imagine (minus the desert...)
• IKEA
• Fika. OMG! I <3 FIKA! (like afternoon tea, or a snack. BUT BETTER!)
• The most kind and funny and random people here. You just have to break them in first ;)
• They are very open people and will talk about anything you want :)
• Their freezing cold weather and how sometimes the sun doesnt go down and sometimes doesnt come up..

I belong here. I feel like this town is mine and these people are my family. 

I am going to live here one day. Thats not a maybe, i will.

I will never forget this year that changed my life and the people in it. I still have 3 months left and i am going to make the best of it.

The best of my friends who i love so much, the best of this town that makes me love life and the best of me and what i believe.

Bring it on, 

The best is yet to come.

 Until nextime,
xoxo
Crystal

These things happen.

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It started out with butterflies in my stomach,

Then turned into a feeling i didn't quite recognize.

But, that feeling left. It may have taken some time and some bad decisions, but its now gone.

I'm will be ready to feel that again, just not now.

It takes to much time. And makes you worry and think to much.

So, my new way of thinking begins now. :)

My heart is open. :)

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Food.

I just want to eat everything all the time...
Right now, i want these. (Call them what you want...)

I want hair like this:

Excitement.

My Life Is Insane Right Now.

I don't know what to think or what to say. I just know that i can't stop thinking. About everything.
 - My time left here
 - The fact i don't want to leave
 -My best friends here, Malin and Cornelia. They mean the world to me, and i don't want to let go of that
 -Going back to school and having to do exams and work for the next 2 years
 -Going back to my friends and being fucking scared of what they think and what has changed
 -Money
 -Drama that is going on with friends
 -Swedish boys (oh how i wish..)
 -Moving away from home as soon as i can
 -Seeing my family...

I am in the perfect place and comfortable. Sometimes i lay in bed and think, you know what. I can imagine myself living here in 10 years. But, that is a long way away...

Right now,
   I'm living in the present. I am doing what is on my mind, so i don't regret not doing it. I have nothing to loose, right...?

Xoxo
Until next time,
Love Crystal

Remember...?

I just want to sit and watch OC with you...

WANT!

I love you more than you will ever know.

Nevershoutnever - I love you more than you will ever know.

The distance is hard,  but we will get through it babe. :)      <3

It just is this way.

Time Flies, people change.

You only talk to me when you need me. Other than that, you're to busy for words.

So, i guess you where one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson,

And then walk away...

But i cant still keep on wishing...

This is my town.

The town that i call home right now is a town called Norrköping.    This is one beautiful city.
Not to big, not to small. The people that live here are even better. From business men to the drunks at hörsalsparken they are all apart of this town.
I will come back here one day and live here. And have a life i dont have to leave.

This is a song by a band that come from Norrköping called Laakso. They wrote a song about this town and their lives. It makes me think of this year i have here.

Norrköping will always be in my heart, and so will the people i have met here.

Three and a half when we met for the first time
A thing I can't remember but I know it anyhow
Neighbours brothers, brothers for life
Fell in love with the same girls in our hometown
Nothing could part us, not one thing
When we walked the streets of Norrköping

You were the first of us to make love 13'th of December '94
Santa Lucia what was it like
To have a girl in your boy room the whole night
I hated you and your first girlfriend
Thought I was alone in the world being a virgin
A hard competition in all we did
A complete war on the football field

You said that bananas could make us high
Saved them in your locker till they got dry
Remember how cool we felt
Behind the corner smoking cigarettes
Tanja killed herself, Benny had an overdose
Niklas Karlsson got a new nose
I hope you're all free wherever you might be
We're all part of the history of Norrköping

I think we were about 17 when you said "money is gonna make me free"
You pulled your pants up, no more baggy jeans
No more football I'll go for the studies
I met you again a few weeks ago
You had a proper job and a place to call home
You had earned your first grand
And you looked like a real businessman
You said "Yes things are different yes things have changed
But I'll always love you it will always be the same
and I know that there will be a time when we will be
back together in our hometown Norrköping"

<3