Excitement.

My Life Is Insane Right Now.

I don't know what to think or what to say. I just know that i can't stop thinking. About everything.
 - My time left here
 - The fact i don't want to leave
 -My best friends here, Malin and Cornelia. They mean the world to me, and i don't want to let go of that
 -Going back to school and having to do exams and work for the next 2 years
 -Going back to my friends and being fucking scared of what they think and what has changed
 -Money
 -Drama that is going on with friends
 -Swedish boys (oh how i wish..)
 -Moving away from home as soon as i can
 -Seeing my family...

I am in the perfect place and comfortable. Sometimes i lay in bed and think, you know what. I can imagine myself living here in 10 years. But, that is a long way away...

Right now,
   I'm living in the present. I am doing what is on my mind, so i don't regret not doing it. I have nothing to loose, right...?

Xoxo
Until next time,
Love Crystal