Sometimes you just gotta have a little faith...

So,
Today I had the worst thinking I’ve had in a while.
It rained most of the day today. Felt like the sky was crying. It wasn’t the happy type of rain either... It was the pathetic, miserable, sad type. My walk home was just as miserable thinking, just been shopping realising how I look at the moment and not comfortable with the reflection of the mirror, missing the bus and waiting for 25 minutes for the next, and realising how much money I spend and how I don’t need to but it just makes me feel better, knowing Swedish is such a difficult language and I try so hard to learn it, but it never shows...

Sometimes I wish life was simple, easy. But, then I think where would the adventure be in that..?

I also think, whilst I am walking home in the gloomy, rainy weather that I am lucky.
Some people aren’t so lucky. The same time, or exact moment, I was having these thoughts someone may have lost love, lost faith, or even have nothing to begin with...

Life is to be cherished. Love is to help you feel like you’re not alone. And faith is always there for you, as long as you believe in something. Anything.
“Hold on to what you believe” – Mumford & sons.
Friends and family are something that will always keep you believing when you need it the most.

Cherish those moments of love, the real type. The type that may fight and argue, but is true.

It takes a lot of guts to trust someone with your heart. But, that is just a part of the fun and adventure. Not everything is meant to be, but I’m a strong believer that when it is meant to be its up to you to hold onto that person or whatever it may be.

You are in control of your destiny. No one else.

It’s a lot to carry on your shoulders,

but one day everything will fall into place.

Have faith in yourself, and those around you.

Untill nextime,
Xoxo
Crystal Holt